Sitting
Im sitting here on my chair facing my laptop thinking what should I do. My butt (more polite than using 'ass") and my waist hurts. i guess i bend too much. Literally, i move around the office finding things to do and i believe there's plenty to do but i don't know where to start. I'll just let the work lead my hands. :)
Thinking
While sitting, i have a lot in mind. A lot till i think i need an extra hard disk. tehee! well, just kidding. In fact, our brain holds the most gigabyte or terabyte or whateverbyte u call it. hehe. Too much stirring in it like tornadoes is forming (you know, spiral2 shape where it spins you around). To name a few, i was thinking about how and when to complete my personal statement for my uni application, thinking about funding for my studies which i constantly browse through the web to find scholarships and keep myself updated with MARA page. Its quite frustrating though. That's the few things playing on the playground in my mind.
Wondering
Keep wondering, where will i be nexty ear. will I be there or here? who knows? only God knows my plans and HIS plans for me. :)
No matter how long i sit, how long i think and how long i wonder, I know that my God plans are real and his promises are Amen! Lead my life O Lord.
"But I call to God, and the LORD will save me. Evening and morning and at noon I utter my complaint and moan, and he hears my voice." (Psalms 55.16-17)
No matter what is the answers, i know that God knows and provides the best for me.:)
*for a particular reason, i sense that i have been quite rebellious towards my dad as if i was forcing him to do what i want. Sorry dad. I'll let u think in peace. hahaa:D I accept whatever your decision is.:D Love you dad:)
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Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
For some reason...
Posted by
sandrau
For some reason, I questions myself too much...
for some reason, I doubt myself too much too...
for some reason also, I think i am too "pushy"..
I am so sorry...
I should not complain too much when I have Christ who have strengthen me throughout my life journey...
Let me know more of You and teach me to accept things as it is Lord...
I need strength from you to go through all this and i know you have provided me with all that...
I want to be an obedient child so BAD Lord! Teach me...
Thank You...
for some reason, I doubt myself too much too...
for some reason also, I think i am too "pushy"..
I am so sorry...
I should not complain too much when I have Christ who have strengthen me throughout my life journey...
Let me know more of You and teach me to accept things as it is Lord...
I need strength from you to go through all this and i know you have provided me with all that...
I want to be an obedient child so BAD Lord! Teach me...
Thank You...
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Smiles on her face
Posted by
sandrau
Lastnight (3rd November 2011), i was so sick that i can barely get up so i decided to sleep earlier than usual becuse the pain is just unbearable. Then, this morning as i woke up earlier than usual hehe, i checked my hp and there was a message form my dearest friend Nurzalikha Sa'adi saying that the result is out and asked to check my mail, so, without any hesitation, i made my laptop alive and first thing first, checking on my twitter anf facebook account haha normal right?, then i checked my mail. Soon after looking at the result, Walaaaaa! Big Big Smile on my face that i can't hide. I guess if there's someone in front of me, obviously they will think that i'm in love, or maybe crazy? haha. Not even one of that.
Praise the Lord for making me able to go through the hardships during my 6th semester in UiTM Kota Samarahan. Not to brag, but the result that i've obtained is actually my second target that i made and it was the highest target i've ever made in my 3 years study. wohooo! Doesn't that bring another smile to the face? haha. Indeed!
Gratitude goes to:
En Mohd Ezad Hafez
Being our Ketua Program along the way, was just awesome. You did a great job sir, bringing us up as if you are nurturing your own children and shaping us to be a better person through our study. Structure is amazingly easy when you start to get your marker on the white board. Like seriously. :)Its not that the other lecturers method of teaching is not good, it's just that i've never been taught by them. All of my lecturers are the best!
En Noorsaidi Mahat
Here and there being a helping hand to you sirthough just a bit is a hand on experience for me to try to manage everything well, even the smallest thing. Thank You for the knowledge that you have given down to us. Its priceless. Thank You again Sir!
Miss Hemyza Binti Budin
How should i put this? Amazing sister to all of the building students. Being the most sporting Miss in the building department is something u can't ask for more in a lecturer.Not to spoil us lah but in a good way. You have your own limit right miss? We understand that very well:) Personally, thank you for all the motivations and the knowledge. It's like accepting things from my ancestors. turun temurun ilmu pengetahuan. hehe. Thank You miss for believing in us and sorry for all my wrongdoings during these 3 years. :)
Madam Nurul Asra
She's like a big sister to me. Every single words that she said really impact me especially her motivations. It really opens my eyes and see how competitive the world is. I remembered our journey back from Perak to KL in her car, we talked and talked continuously for about 2 hours. yea, 2 hours! The contents are more to Life, study and etc. But it didn't feels like 2 hours. hehe. Looking at the beautiful scenery along the road together with our fruitful chatting. Thank you madam for your care and concern for each and everyone of us. Personally, I hope we can talk more on the experience you have gone through. Thanks again Madam!:D
En Abdul Wafi
You are the best sir! Being able to mix with us and in the same time being our lecturer is awesome. In short, awesome possum lah! hehe. Thank you for all this while despite the short period that you have been teaching us. Still, it is a great memories we had being with you sir. Thanks a lot!:D
En Mohd Farhan Mukelas
Being santai entering the class is just unbelieveable. hehe. You keep on stressing that how late you are, just come to the class. If u want to sleep, do it in the class. and all that leads to knowledge accumulation. Agreed 101%!:) I have always wanted to be a bookworm like you sir, but it just doesn't work. I'll be one very soon:) Thank You for supervising me too!
En Khairul Anuar
A person who understand us well. like very well! Kudos to you sir! Sorry for all our wrongdoings, we do did a lot. Yet, being extrovert sharing everything to us and did not simply burst into anger make us respect you more. And we do respect the other lecturers too:) Thank You Sir!
En Yusri
Thank you sir for everything:)
And to all the other lecturers, Madam Ratnah, Miss Rafizah, Mdm Aza Lyza, Sir Azrul Berawi, High appreciation goes to all of you. Being a lecturer is not an easy task, but all of you push yourself to the extent that to give us better knowledge and it's just something that can't be asked elsewhere. Thank You again to all my beloved lecturers. :) Thank for making it happen!
To Dad
My super Duper role Model. Never tired answering my questions because i do ask a lot. Though sometimes i can't get what u r explaining. haha. The best dad ever. To state all the things u have done for me is too many to describe. i know u know lah oh daddy? hehe. And thanks for believing in me. I remember u said " you have done well La. Continue to be the best". Its a complement that u have never said directly to me over these years. Being the one who is always worried of how will i perform in my university years, now everything is paid off. Nothing i would like to do besides making you and Mummy proud of me. It is an intense feeling. Thank you dad! I love u unconditionally. :)
To Mom
You are in the first rank of my girlfriend list. People often said that we are sisters. I don't really sure whether they are trying to emphasize that u look young or I am the one who look old enough to be your sister. haha. Despite that, thank you for believing in me. I remember when we were in the coffee shop you said, having dreams is not wrong. and go for it if you want it. Thank you for showing me, abg chris, dedek le and dedek ayin a good example by getting your degree first just to motivate us to be better in our studies. And i know deep inside you, you wanted to pursue you master as well, but u cant. Being a mom, handling us(naughty children), the house work, Daddy and all is just amazing. I just want you to know that, you are an amazing mom ever. I would like to be one too! Love ya mom!:D
Brother Christopher
You are the most secretive brother! Its hard to get u burst out what is inside you. You really took daddy's gene. hahaha. Despite that, thank you for being a good brother to the 3 of us. Motivating and sometimes we r the one who motivates you. haha. I love you brother! All the best in your degree journey! Supporting u along the way!
Claire and ayin
Belajar bgs2. Boleh main, but not too much. Claire, remember what is your calling to UNIMAS and strive for the best. Charlene, lessen you cartoon activity and study well. I know both of you are going to make daddy and mummy proud one day later. I love you sisters!
To my Fabulous Friends/ classmates,
You guys ROCK! hehe. The laughter, the study experience i had is just irreplaceable. I hope and pray that everyone of you will success in life. See you guys again pals!
Praise the Lord for making me able to go through the hardships during my 6th semester in UiTM Kota Samarahan. Not to brag, but the result that i've obtained is actually my second target that i made and it was the highest target i've ever made in my 3 years study. wohooo! Doesn't that bring another smile to the face? haha. Indeed!
Gratitude goes to:
En Mohd Ezad Hafez
Being our Ketua Program along the way, was just awesome. You did a great job sir, bringing us up as if you are nurturing your own children and shaping us to be a better person through our study. Structure is amazingly easy when you start to get your marker on the white board. Like seriously. :)
En Noorsaidi Mahat
Here and there being a helping hand to you sir
Miss Hemyza Binti Budin
How should i put this? Amazing sister to all of the building students. Being the most sporting Miss in the building department is something u can't ask for more in a lecturer.
Madam Nurul Asra
She's like a big sister to me. Every single words that she said really impact me especially her motivations. It really opens my eyes and see how competitive the world is. I remembered our journey back from Perak to KL in her car, we talked and talked continuously for about 2 hours. yea, 2 hours! The contents are more to Life, study and etc. But it didn't feels like 2 hours. hehe. Looking at the beautiful scenery along the road together with our fruitful chatting. Thank you madam for your care and concern for each and everyone of us. Personally, I hope we can talk more on the experience you have gone through. Thanks again Madam!:D
En Abdul Wafi
You are the best sir! Being able to mix with us and in the same time being our lecturer is awesome. In short, awesome possum lah! hehe. Thank you for all this while despite the short period that you have been teaching us. Still, it is a great memories we had being with you sir. Thanks a lot!:D
En Mohd Farhan Mukelas
Being santai entering the class is just unbelieveable. hehe. You keep on stressing that how late you are, just come to the class. If u want to sleep, do it in the class. and all that leads to knowledge accumulation. Agreed 101%!:) I have always wanted to be a bookworm like you sir, but it just doesn't work. I'll be one very soon:) Thank You for supervising me too!
En Khairul Anuar
A person who understand us well. like very well! Kudos to you sir! Sorry for all our wrongdoings, we do did a lot. Yet, being extrovert sharing everything to us and did not simply burst into anger make us respect you more. And we do respect the other lecturers too:) Thank You Sir!
En Yusri
Thank you sir for everything:)
And to all the other lecturers, Madam Ratnah, Miss Rafizah, Mdm Aza Lyza, Sir Azrul Berawi, High appreciation goes to all of you. Being a lecturer is not an easy task, but all of you push yourself to the extent that to give us better knowledge and it's just something that can't be asked elsewhere. Thank You again to all my beloved lecturers. :) Thank for making it happen!
To Dad
My super Duper role Model. Never tired answering my questions because i do ask a lot. Though sometimes i can't get what u r explaining. haha. The best dad ever. To state all the things u have done for me is too many to describe. i know u know lah oh daddy? hehe. And thanks for believing in me. I remember u said " you have done well La. Continue to be the best". Its a complement that u have never said directly to me over these years. Being the one who is always worried of how will i perform in my university years, now everything is paid off. Nothing i would like to do besides making you and Mummy proud of me. It is an intense feeling. Thank you dad! I love u unconditionally. :)
To Mom
You are in the first rank of my girlfriend list. People often said that we are sisters. I don't really sure whether they are trying to emphasize that u look young or I am the one who look old enough to be your sister. haha. Despite that, thank you for believing in me. I remember when we were in the coffee shop you said, having dreams is not wrong. and go for it if you want it. Thank you for showing me, abg chris, dedek le and dedek ayin a good example by getting your degree first just to motivate us to be better in our studies. And i know deep inside you, you wanted to pursue you master as well, but u cant. Being a mom, handling us
Brother Christopher
You are the most secretive brother! Its hard to get u burst out what is inside you. You really took daddy's gene. hahaha. Despite that, thank you for being a good brother to the 3 of us. Motivating and sometimes we r the one who motivates you. haha. I love you brother! All the best in your degree journey! Supporting u along the way!
Claire and ayin
Belajar bgs2. Boleh main, but not too much. Claire, remember what is your calling to UNIMAS and strive for the best. Charlene, lessen you cartoon activity and study well. I know both of you are going to make daddy and mummy proud one day later. I love you sisters!
To my Fabulous Friends/ classmates,
You guys ROCK! hehe. The laughter, the study experience i had is just irreplaceable. I hope and pray that everyone of you will success in life. See you guys again pals!
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Frust!
Posted by
sandrau
How can it turn out to be like this?
Deep inside my heart, it hurts.
well, then. I'm Good. hmm..
Deep inside my heart, it hurts.
well, then. I'm Good. hmm..
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
LAST SEMESTER
Posted by
sandrau
It's almost a month since i have been here in UiTM for my last semester.
And it has also been a hectic month for me.
Never used to sleep late for the first month of study but this semester gives a different feeling. totally different than what i had imagined.
ok, now forget about the hectic moment.:D
It feels like a dream that i have been here for almost 3 years. yeah, despite the problems of admission into UiTM few years back, i'm glad that finally i'm gonna get my diploma!
thinking about it already give me a joyous feeling inside. hahah! GREAT!
I'm looking foward for what is going to happen in this 6 final months.
Hoping that i can cope up with everything despite the busyness that kept on coming in.
But I still like it. This is the real world of studying i guess. hehehe.:D
Alright then, gonna update this blog again soon.
takecare bloggers:)
Coping up,
Cassandra George
And it has also been a hectic month for me.
Never used to sleep late for the first month of study but this semester gives a different feeling. totally different than what i had imagined.
ok, now forget about the hectic moment.:D
It feels like a dream that i have been here for almost 3 years. yeah, despite the problems of admission into UiTM few years back, i'm glad that finally i'm gonna get my diploma!
thinking about it already give me a joyous feeling inside. hahah! GREAT!
I'm looking foward for what is going to happen in this 6 final months.
Hoping that i can cope up with everything despite the busyness that kept on coming in.
But I still like it. This is the real world of studying i guess. hehehe.:D
Alright then, gonna update this blog again soon.
takecare bloggers:)
Coping up,
Cassandra George
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
pause
Posted by
sandrau
Many things happen lately.
I lost RM 150 given by daddy on monday 18/4/2011 and i regret it up to today. Hmm.
My practical report has yet to be printed and book. What i worried the most is i can't get it done on time. But i believe, nothing is impossible. Amen to that.:)
bla bla bla.
I need a break. :)
God bless all:)
Happy always
Cassandra George
I lost RM 150 given by daddy on monday 18/4/2011 and i regret it up to today. Hmm.
My practical report has yet to be printed and book. What i worried the most is i can't get it done on time. But i believe, nothing is impossible. Amen to that.:)
bla bla bla.
I need a break. :)
God bless all:)
Happy always
Cassandra George
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Prefered Looks?
Posted by
sandrau
I don't fancy Handsome guys,
I melt easily and also heal easily. haha (that's what i do for the time being)
I'm into cute guy. (u cute meh?)
haha.
Just for fun
but the fact is, I'm into anyone that GOD have showed to me..
:)
Friday, March 25, 2011
Where will I be in the YEARS ahead?
Posted by
sandrau
Oh Lord, I can only plan my future but my real future is in your hands.
Let your will be done.
I thank you Lord for your blessings upon my family throughout all these years.
Let me be an obedient daughter to my parents and also to YOU LORD.
Amen







